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why can't he just see??
i really wish that he could see wats on my mind...


sometimes i like it this way...
that he didn't know wats i think and what i felt...


but i'd rather he know than he assuming i adore other person...

but i'm afraid that if he found out,
what would he say,
or think,
or act??

ouh, what am i going to do now?

should i just let it be,
or tell...

i'm just a girl who are scared to face a lil' truth about anything...
yes!
i do admit that n i'm not ashamed of it...

but at the same time,
i really want to know the truth coz living without knowing the truth makes me insane...

but i'm afraid the truth will hurt...
and i'm afraid that it won't turn out as i want it to be...




*sigh



i still hope that he could see what i want him to see....

or maybe he he read this,
it would be much more easier... (i guess)

p/s: ilyg....