why izit it hurts a lot to love someone??
why izit the person who we love have to hurt us??
there's this one of my fren once told me,
'everything that we love always hurt us'...
it's true if i think about it sometimes....
i'm tired of being hurt by other people,
but they dunt give a damn...
i wanna step outside from this feeling,
but it's hard...
i remembered my friend once told me,
'if i want something good in return,
sometimes we have to feel the pain first...'
izit true??
coz i'm kinda stuck in diz situation for quite a while now...
i do admit dat sometimes i dun't feel the pain,
but it's juz for a moment...
do i have to be strong??
aftr all this while,
i gain my strength from the memories that we had...
it works...
but for how long??
god, please help me...
make myself strong enuf to get thru this...
im willing to slip thru the pain,
even it takes me a year or even a thousand more...
as long as i can my happiness at the end of this journey...
god please....
p/s: sorry for the emo-ing entry, i have to let it out somehow... sorry...
hope there's still light for me... =]
still n will always very damn love you!
