well, i was about to sleep dah td, but then i noticed that one of my close fren tgah on9 his ym...
so b4 i want to close my lappy, i tot to give him a buzz jap, sesaje nk kaco lah konon2nye...
so i buzz him... but then, we chat til it was quite late... tegendale lah gak nk tido awal yg konon2nye 2... hehehe... we talked some rubbish stuff but then he started to ask me whether i x miss 'him' ke, n i said i miss 'him' a lot... then he ask lg xcntct 'him' ke n bla bla bla... untuk mengelakkn aku dari becerite yg x jadi, baek aku paste je diz thing to make it clear...
a_fren: x cntct?
me: die xde msg pun, so i malas nk kaco die bnyk keje lah 2
a_fren: ouhh, x miss him ke?
me: of coz lah i miss him
me: tp nk wat camne
a_fren: y nak wat camne lak?
me: i mean kalo i miss him pun,
me: bukn nye i bole bwat pape pun
a_fren: bole je
a_fren: u go la give him a call tell him u miss him
a_fren: lepas gak t
me: xnk lah, its owez b me yg cntct die
me: now, i dah xnk cntct die, i nk tgk if i x cntct die, die cntct x i
a_fren: come on
a_fren: if u x contact and hopin for him then lelame jadi cam i ngan *her* t baru tau
a_fren: xnak la my frens face da same thing
a_fren: i know u want him to call, but seriously
a_fren: wen u make dat move he will finally see dat u really want him and no one else
a_fren: but if u dont then t lelame dua2 pun dah boring
me: i owez do dat bt not him
a_fren: but sometimes one side xle nak berkire sgt
a_fren: some times u ase dat he x nid u
a_fren: but trust me
a_fren: he wants u but die x tunjuk and cakap je, but deep down he mmg nak
a_fren:
me: u regret 4 wat u did 2 *her* dulu???
a_fren: i regret jgk la, but now she
a_fren: i sometimes cam wish that she wud come back
a_fren: but xpela, she deserves more
a_fren: and i gez i xle kot nak give her dat
a_fren: i kekadang till now cam xle nak xcept wat happen
me: i noe dat u r still hoping 4 her
me: i pun wish dat both of u cud get back 2gether
a_fren: u know i kekadang want to see her but at da same time dun want to
a_fren: i nak suke and care for people after *her* but it wasnt da same, da feeling tu macam dah xde
me: i noe, u pnah ckp dat theres noting left of u 2 give other gurl
a_fren: u know wat, since dat day i slalu je seyy doa dat i hilang watever feelings for her
a_fren: but still x jadi
a_fren: there's dis one time i made solat hajat just for dat
a_fren: it went away for a while, but then it came back
a_fren: i know it may seem hard for u now, u akan ase dat u je do
a_fren: but trust me
a_fren: if u love something its not wrong for u to sacrifice something
a_fren: but once u give up, da result will juz be like me
a_fren: da bleed still runs thru, da cut is still there, pain is overwhelming
a_fren: lagi2 wen da other side is moving on faster than u
a_fren: wat u give in now u will feel it in da future
a_fren: i juz nid to find da strength
me: u luk lyke u hav the strength, but the truth is diff
a_fren: well u know theres dis saying says dat
a_fren: a smile drawn on the face covers a thousand pain in the vein
me: i noe, i do dat sometimes
me: dats y ol this while i noe yg u x get over her yet but i juz hope u can
me: coz its hurt sometimes to noe dat ure not over her yet tp she did
sedih kan my fren nie... i really hope dat i can help him go thru ol of diz n i really hope dat he can get over his ex but he just couldnt... even they broke up couple years ago, but he still cant forget her... that gurl have move on but he is still there... he tried to love other gurl, but it's just not da same... he once told me that he gave everything of him to her n now there's nothing left for other gurls... i feel sorry for him.... i really want to help him but i dunt noe how... n for all his advice 2 sume nye based on wat he had experienced b4... his advice mmg bole dipakai sket... hehehe... everytme we talked bout his ex, he owez feels sad... eventho he didnt really show it, but i can still see it... his ex is act 1 of my close fren, but still i cant help him... i juz wish i cud... if u read wat he wrote bout how he feels pun u can tell dat he is really in pain... he can never let go of her... for any gurl who gets his love in the future, she is indeed a really lucky gurl...
a_fren: azie
a_fren: when having frens like u around me
a_fren: it kinda help me bit by bit
me: dats ol i can do, tp it wont b enuf, never will b
me: i wish i can help u more
a_fren: but
a_fren: dats ol im asking for
a_fren: and wanna say thanx for dat
me: thats wat frens r 4
me: ive known u lame dah
me: of coz i will help u thru anything
a_fren: i ase cam i nie xle je nak love anyone dah
a_fren: hehhehe
me: u can owez love me, i noe u love me
me: hehehe
a_fren: hehehe
a_fren: i love u very much coz ure always thre to hold me up wen im down
a_fren: i owe u alot
me: izit??
me: i tot we juz tease each other a lot
a_fren: see dats y i like u alot coz wen im wit u
a_fren: i tend not to think bout my prob
a_fren: u always make me feel alive, i xdela down to the bottom of me
a_fren: u made me realize dat i'll always have frens to back me up
me: u got tonnes of frenz yg can help u, not juz me
a_fren: in dat tonnes
i'm so touched with this part... it made me realize that i have such a good fren n it made me realize that i am something in someone's life... it made me feel like i am being noticed n needed... during kat skewl dulu, he owez teased me... if 1 day x teased me, mmg xcomplete lah his day... hehehe... skewl days are really awesome... miss it very much... being wif him mmg gembire... n i dunt want to lose a fren lyke him coz a fren lyke him is so hard to find... you are 1 in a million tau x... hehehehe... n i hope dat i can owez help u with anything pun tau....
btw, wat i paste is juz a part of it n it has been edited by me to make it short... i tot i have made it short, tp mcm pnjng je lagi kan... heheheh... so, it's not da actual chatting but the point is there... i juz delete wat is not important n not to be read by any1... hehehhe...
